i have recently been listening to Lady Lanas recordings, it all started due to my smoking fetish, i was looking for a smoking Goddess, and quickly discovered Lady’s
clip store.
Over a number of weeks i trained myself to become her perfect ashtray and was addicted. i started downloading her clips daily and am now after purchasings a custom chastity device have locked myself in it for my now Goddess’ amusement it arrived on the 16/8 and i wasted no time locking myself up and have been in it now for 4 days.
i now have purpose and have found a true Goddess worthy of devotion and i hope to serve as her perfect ashtray, panty wearing sissy cock sucking whore locked in chastity. i hope to start whoring my mouth and ass soon with all proceeds going straight to my Goddess. I am training my ass and mouth daily, and i can now deep throat an 8 inch dildo and nearly get my fist in my pussy hole.
I have been serving Lady Lana on and off for about 4 years now, though I would say more off in the last 6 months and what a sad 6 months they have been. I can’t help, but be disappointed in myself for not serving Lady Lana and what joy I have missed out on because I haven’t be there for her. I have told Lady Lana I am back to her beck and call 24/7 now and I will remand to be there for as long as I can, or until Lady Lana is done with me, though I will do everything I can to make sure I can please her and become her favourite slave. I know that might take alot of work to be that, but I am up for the challenge and I plan to enjoy the challenge, as I don’t get more joy from anything else than pleasing Lady Lana. Lady Lana please forgive me for straying away from you, I will never do it again and I will do everything I can to prove that to you. This will be the first of many blogs and I hope that everyone who reads them will get some of the joy that I will from writing them as I am back to where I belong, serving and please the Goddess that is Lady Lana.
escravo: hi mistress
mistressladylana: hi
escravo: i wanna serve you
mistressladylana: wonderful
escravo: how do i do?
mistressladylana: have you seen any of my videos?
escravo: no yet
mistressladylana: read any of my blogs?
escravo: just read about your trainings
mistressladylana: what did you read then’?
escravo brasileiro: about a training of one month without cum
mistressladylana: no kidding
mistressladylana: i wrote that?
—- long silence—-
just say no to bs .
I just had to post an update after what happened today.
For those of you not familiar with my previous experiences, look up A monster Penis Experience.
Today I woke up before my alarmclock went off. I couldn’t get back to sleep and I had quite a bit of time to spare. I decided to listen to the monster penis file. Now, normally I listen to it before I go to sleep, because of time constraints. Today I decided to shuffle things around. And boy am I glad I did. Here’s why.
Like usual, I listened to the file, went through the wonderful experience and afterwards came back out. I had the usual heavy feeling of a much larger dick. But now comes the fun part, it didn’t go away. On a normal listening day I go to sleep not to long after listening. But today I didn’t. It was sensational. I went around my normal saturday business. Feeling absolutely hung and I knew I was the only one that knew. But walking about I couldn’t help but wonder. Do they know? Do they suspect something? I’m I walking any different? Do they notice anything? It was highly erotic.
I have to admit that the feeling of heaviness did deminish during the day. But even now my dick feels a lot bigger than usual.
Nothing visual and no other changes. But this will be an experience I won’t be forgetting soon. I’m going to try and repeat the experience, time allowing. Maybe this is the breakthrough I’ve been waiting for.
Anyways, still going strong towards building a monster penis.
I have a little addition. Yesterday I didn’t submit this post because I wanted to review it some more. And today I’ve got a nice (not so) little addition.
I decided to do a little experiment and again listen in the morning. Luckily it was a repeat experience of the day before. I again had this incredible heavy and hung feeling afterwards. It’s now nearing the end of the day and I still feel heavy down below and very hung.
I’m definately going to turn this into some kind of routine.
Here is to building an even bigger ‘addition’.
